Well that was bound to happen!

So... I'm seeing a new therapist at the end of the month and I am a little nervous. I have made transitions before but I think this one might be a little painful because I'm going to have to get a read on a totally new person, introduce them to me, hope we have the kind of chemistry necessary between patient and therapist, and just hope I don't fall to pieces like I so often do during therapy sessions. I find sometimes that I feel like I'm doing okay, then something random, something as small as feeling will turn into this big weight on my shoulders and all of a sudden I'll be all emotional and worrying what's going to happen.
I just want a happy life. I want to be surrounded by friends, family, have them tell me "We love you.". I want to meet cool, new people like you guys on the forum and just be here, there for everyone. But trust me, while this may sound like something completely egotistical... you all know what I'm like and who I truly am.