I'm broken. I'm garbage. I want to feel it. I miss it. I want it again. I want to feel the blood down my arm. I can't do anything. Im useless trash and shouldn't be alive.
Hey... come on. Don't be like that Cupcake. You know I feel the same way a lot of times too. But then I think about how much everybody I know... just KNOW would be hurt and be devastated that I was gone. I know you must have family, and however you think or feel about them, ask yourself would they truly want you gone? I don't care what you're thinking, the answer is
NO.
My point is I may not know you all that well but from what I do know, you deserve better than to think of yourself and your own life in those terms! Your life is precious, so precious Lawful! Don't do anything to hurt yourself, ever! We care about you dearly and deeply here and I know there are so many others counting on your mere existence to make their lives better. Don't throw that away for any reason, ever!
*hugs*